good bye 2011..u have been so good to me..thanksss

salam.. this is the last entry for 2011
Alhamdulilah..this year brings me so many memories esp sweet ones..eventhough its like found and lost (?) year but still i am being so grateful.i am contented as a woman and achieved lots of good news in my career..my husband treats me damn well and my pupils did excellent in their exam..who cares others?i mean others person who did badly things on me,who did not deserved my pleasant smile..in fact i hate them!haha

lots of give and take happened throughout this year..among bad news are my appeal or perpindahan is being rejected,i lost my shiny watch which i really loved so much,i gained weight and is trying hard to reduce my food intake n bla bla....BUT they cannot beat the most hardesttohandle which is the fact that i lost my miracle in my womb last two weeks..yes,im having miscarriage while i am entering my third month of wonderful motherhood journey..in an instant,im back to a normal track..withoutababy..
i should stop here because......
ermmm
i continued with good news in 2011 in a new year post..insyaAllah

in the name of love

salam...
dalam masa kebelakangan ini or in these few weeks back, I encountered with lots of "worrying"news regarding my body response to my current situation.i feel bad most of the tyme and could not help myself to think negatively.i just hope there is one...at least one or at least some words tht can keep me assuring myself..

and i am really weak now..not physically but mentally bcoz i am not prepared to this..maybe "blank" is the best word..every day, i'll make sure "mine" is not affected..so i'd change my daily routine starting from now,basically to a healthy and weight-yy ones..

i myself consumed too much pills or tablets nowadays and each of them got their own YAKKK flavour /bau which sometimes made me wanna to vomit right after menelan process..

i avoid my all tyme favourite drink..nescafe and all anak beranak related to caffeine because afraid of its caffeine which can give your body a harm effect

i still can't believe HAVING it because i forced myself to telan tht one..owhhhh...we call it SUSU...but I called it LOYA..

I ate a lot..i mean...A LOT!!!the doc said i was dehydrate and nutrition imbalance which I think is so UNTRUE..but doc is still a doc and they are paid for that advice..cessss...okey,so I consider "menu berat dalam setiap hidangan yang meliputi semua aspek khasiat diperlukan oleh badan"..tq


but i do not regret it all..still a long way to go and I hope for the best:)babai diary

kalaulah.....

salam
kalaulah anda diberi pilihan untuk terbang dan melarikan diri tapi version sweet escape lerrrr...anda mahu terbang ke mana?

saya mahu ke istanbul,turki...kenapa?ehekkkk batuk2:)

10 awesome years

salam

air asia did it again..along with their 1oth anniversary and full of awesome years, they offered a very special price to any destination..and they are very owsome mehhhh!!!

check this out

http://www.airasia.com/my/en/promotion/rr2480708.page?mb

*mau letak gambar honeymoon di sabah tp laptop dh rosak..sume dh hilang..sedey2222

puisi cinta zahiril

salam...it's time for sharing and definitely sharing is loving u oll..ha2

ok peeps..this is something cool from our newly bride,our young and talented actor,Zahiril Adzim.I remembered him most for his character in malay drama called JUVANA ..muker nampak blur tapi rupenya2 hati dier ader taman..alhamdulilah..

so I want to share this beautiful poem written by him for his wife during their reception..lets enjoice..

*gambar2 pon super sweet..apetah lagi orgnyer....bravoooo!!

“Aku pasti punya masalah tiap kali ingin menulis puisi buatmu.

Entah kenapa, kuasa cintamu lebih hebat dari kata-kata yang akan terkeluarkan.

Saat itu langsung aku setuju yang dirimu satu.

Dan hari ini kau telah menjadi isteriku.

Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah berkasar, Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah mengherdik,

Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah menjerit, Ampunkan aku kalau aku pernah terpekik, melolong,

Isteriku, percayalah sebabnya ialah kasih dan cinta.

Akan ku jaga kau seperti ku jaga diriku sendiri, Memang hidup itu tidak pernah ada jaminan keselamatan,

Bahaya, ancaman di mana-mana. Tapi selagi kau dalam dakapanku,

Aku berjanji akan menjagamu. Setiap saat dan waktu,

Setiap siang dan malam, Setiap guruh dan hujan,

Setiap panas dan terik. Setiap nafasku.

Aku sering menadah telapak tangan dan memohon pada Tuhan agar kau, bukan sahaja menjadi isteriku tetapi menjadi isteri yang disayangi Allah Ta’ala.

Isteriku, Selamat datang ke hidupku,

Selamat menjadi isteriku, Selamat menjadi ibu pada anak-anakku kelak,

Selamat menjadi menantu ibu bapaku, Selamat menjadi adik dan kakak pada adik-beradikku.

Selamat menjadi keluargaku, Selamat menjadi pelengkap hidupku.

Selamat menjadi separuh dari aku.”

simptom2 skrg...

salam...
hi blog...i think this tyme I am bit "maju" ke depan sbb rajin menulis..mungkin disebabkan long holiday yang tdk dpt buat apa2 ..hanya terperap dan termangu..hihi
ok,now I am having a fever and another packages come along...flu and back pain..demam nih boler diconsidered as demam terkujat(terkejut),flu is caused by an infection frm my lil sis and back pain adalah kerana calsium dehydrate(pandai2 aje teka)..but honestly,this back pain coz me to feel uncomfortable..I cannot stand and sit too long by now as I can feel tht effct during the nite..arghhhh...but its okey for me...sgt berserah dgn banyak perkara skrg..tak mo merunsingkan pikiran dgn memikirkan2 benda2 negatif..hehe..
ok....sgt bosan skrg..i got lots of wed invitation from my friend in dec BUT i cannot be there..hanya mampu menengok all the beautiful events from dieorg punyer FB..TO THEM,I WISH FOR a HAPPY MARRIAGE AHEAD..yeahhhhh..babai

salam....
sometimes, i wish my hubby can read my post so tht I dunt have any probs to express any feelings or thoughts about our life so far..
last nite, I was so bad.being too draggy with my feelings which at last i regretted most.yes,again..pity him..in trying to cheer me up,he ended up by losing any words as I keep making him angrier...aahhhh..I wish i can turn nicer last nite..when my husband asked and doubted on how important he is in my life, i was shocked..and lastly I kind of agreed with him..with all his kindness and sweet things done for me,how could i never put him on top?? and he made me do lots of thinking today until i realized many things....

• nope.he's being very(i mean very2) important to me.maybe I am a person who lacks giving him praises or compliments(sebab sangat malu nk mengatakanya depan2) but I really appreciate him in my life.AND MOST OF ALL I AM GRATEFUL to be his wife..sometimes, i think i dont deserve him..he is far normal than me..haha


• yup,absolutely i am in love with him and keep falling again and again..whenever i met his eyes, i think i am on a cloud(kirenya macam berada di awang awangan),u should not marry with one u dont think you cannot live with..rite?


• all the time, i included him in my doa list. I prayed for his safety wherever he is..coz i could not stand if something bad happend to him..and should i mentioned what i felt if he did not replied my msg?owhhh,bisa bikin gue kuatirrr sehari..:)..


• and dear husband,most of all..u never failed being a good husband for me... u are such wonderful in your own way but having a bad wife like me sometimes made you always in doubt..sorryyyyyyy for this trouble.


• your words really made a big impact to me..when u said i look kusam dan tidak bermaya ketika ini, i was sgt gusar(?) and terus cari serum n eye contour jenama safi rania secara diam2 dengan harapan u can forgive my attitude when you are just looking at my shining face..(ayat tak bole blahhhhhh)...what i am trying to say is....your presence,your thoughts and your witty jokes had enlighten my life until now..and thanks for that..tp kalo cakap direct or depan2,jadi lain plakkkk ayat di atas..adehhhh..satu kelemahan betull..


• i wish i could be with him always and tidak lagi PJJ sepertii skrg supaya.....makan minum dier terjaga n we can start our life ASAP..sbb saya skrg sudah hilang fokus terhadap kerja di sini uwaaaa..nk ckp betapa I need him tapi takut kelihatan seperti budak2 so i twist mine jadi mcm org yang suke cr pasal...mcm last nite...adehhh


• ok..dah..membebel tyme dh abis limit..wassalam


• btw,between which KATE u found most gorgeous..i rather prefer KATE MIDDELTON than KATE WINSLET..motive???merabannnnnn

insensitive

can u just differentiate btween being emotional and sensitive?if nt,u better google by yourself...huh