menjaga hati

I wish you were here so we don't argue often...we are now so different in everything..I said yes,you said no,I said goodbye,you say hello..ouchhhhh!!arghhh!!

I keep questioning myself ..
how far is THE far?it is caused by the place or our relationship indeed?????????
..
totally in blurrr..help me!

you..you..and youuuu..

warning awal
this entry is quite personal..tak tahu nk tulis kat maner sbb dalam hati pown sudah penuh setaman:)

yup..it's you...
the most un-romantic person I knew who still alive on the earth..
and you..who never failed to make me angry at least once in a week..
and it's really you..who takkan pujuk I balik kalo I merajuk..smpai lah esoknyer (spt tak bersalah) you akan msg sperti biase tanyer watper tuh????...and as usual..I akan reply the msg with the shortest reply(tanda mogok) and then you akan balas ...ok(tanda malas layan)huhuhu...[perkara nih berlanjutan smpai skrg]


you,you and you..
did many things yang agak touching eventhough it is just a short while..but really I appreciated them a lot..mebi sbb susah nak dapat kasih sayang itu..

my dear...
...you cried when I left malacca for the last day
..that day also,you did came 2 times to malacca central rushingly becoz ur parents left the house keys and asked you to come back..THAT TIME, I knew you will just send me and off but never tot u could make it in half an hour,datang balik untuk tgok I naek bas..sgt sedey wooo tyme nih..
..when I came to Malacca on the way back from Johore to KL, i asked you to meet me either in Kl and Malacca,and siap ugut kalo tak dtg i akan naek bas malam tuh gak..tak mo singgah kl dah..but again you beralah and you balik malacca secara mendadak even dh last minute n agak penat..sorryyyy..sgt tak normal itu punyer hormone..hahaha
...you turun ganu for the second tyme sbb tyme tuh dh lamer tak jumpa..dlm 6 bulan and that tyme,barulah u ckp jom kiter tunang and i dengan muka tak malunya menjawabb..JOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM...(SGT GATAL)
...and when you wanna find our ring, i can see u take lots of efforts untuk tebalkan muker pergi menjelajah sumer kedai,angkut all ur family and for the first tyme,ur mum keep saying you dh jadi agak cerewet skrg..(penangan I lah tuh)
..rite after kiter tunang,I buat hal lagi,,,mengajuk ckp tak best bertunang dgn org jauh2 sbb tak leh kua dating setiap ari n then after that,you ajak kiter samer2 trun kuantan and meet up halfway..ecece..then,seperti dijangka ari tuhla you dtg dengan selsema and panas kedemaman..sgt hebat pakejnya smpai kesiann betullll..(siap janji tak mo ngajuk sebulan konon2nyer sgt terharu)
..the main purpose pergi kuantan actually untuk bershopping and habiskan duit sbb dh lamer tak shopping..so wlaupun tunang sudah tunjukkan tanda2 demam panas tapi I SGT LIGAT MEMBELI BARANG PADA HARI ITU ..and you just follow me around smbil menahan selsema..owhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...so sorry dear..skrg br tau kamu agak baik melayan sayer tapi sayer mmg ader hormone yang pelik2 sokmo..

Sayer patut bersyukur kan?kan?kan?ok..daaaa

mind,body and soul

.....woman mostly neglect the mind and soul part but not the body...haha

so starting from today,I want to be really consistent in taking care of my body and skin because I really afraid of the fact that by next year, I will turn into 26 which means the age when all the anti-ageing and skin elasticitY START to show off their appearance..now,I want to consider some "things"that I think should be in my lists for the next salary..

* next salary means hari raya eid purpose rite..ok tukar next2 salary..taun nih kna bagi duit raya ler...

penjagaan dalaman..cewahhh..ayat tak boleh blah..
perlukah jamu perawan diletak dlm list ini?heeee

number one...jeng jeng jeng

EPO or evening primrose oil
very important maa untuk skin elasticity and hormone balance..dulu mase zaman u,slalu pakai tapi hanya sekerat jalan.I will always stop purchase the thing if it did not show any magical touch in one usage..patut tak chantek smpai skrg!huh
(nama lain untuk sayer ialah miss pakai buang k..)

I 've read details about EPO and it seemed it can help for those who had hair fall syndrome..(that's me)
so it's a must have for this season..cewahhh..

last tyme I bought the one wif fish oil..it is believed to maintain ur metabolisme rate..why not grab one which can give u better outcome?heeee..lagi2 kalo sebut kadar merabolisme nih mmg takkan ku tak tertipu.........


ok..number two ialah vitamin c..kater pon dalaman..so sume benda kapsul2 ajer ler..

this one also the musthave for the women..ermmm..it's good for many reasons..ur body and also ur skin..something that related to ur collagen bla bla bla..
the brand I've always use is redoxon..kalo tak silap..satu lagi bio enzynme kot..but I also took the one with extra zinc inside sbb function untuk scar improvement la konon2nyer..haha
perasan tak sume benda 2 in 1 package..makcik kedekut tul!!haha

ok..tu jer la kowt setakat ini for inner care..lagipon mak takder duit mcm anak datuk..beli yang ala kadar jerla..janji meletoppps..huahua


beauty regime..

ok..the most product that i BERCITA2 dari kecik nak beli(sbb belek majalah CLEO every month ler nih) ialah...BLIV yang untuk blackhead and kecikkan pores tuh..huhu
berangan sungguh..the prduct is quite pricey la so i kna tukar mende lain yang same function tapi harga bole dirunding(atau lebih tepat..murahhhhh).so sejak berjinak2 di alam online store nih ,i found quite a good product yang namernya beautee ampoule dari diana2u.blogspot
become so interested after reading the testimonials so lpas nih sgt berhajat mau beli ini untuk mengecikkan pores yg smakin lamer semakain tidak senonoh.uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

one more thing,mau cr toner yg bagus and scrub yang elok...still looking for hada labo review..heeeee
banyak duit ko nokssss..

untuk body healthcare

sayer mau purchase BIO OIL ..untuk ape?>untuk parut gigitan nyamuk yang sgt ler mendukacitakan hidupku ini..haha
I've tried medema for my skin,,,I do think it works wonder for my face tapi agak la melekit..so tu sesuai untuk face not the entire body..I heard some positive feedbacks about this so maybe a good deal kowttt kalo beli..


ok..sekian entry nih..doakan sayer mampu beli sume in n mampu untuk be consistent all the time..ameeennn
*entry nih patutnyer diberi tajuk aku mau jadi cantekkkk..haha

nape dlm gambar,muker nmpak cm flawless and gebu jer ek..haha..rahsianyer tempekla bedak sesuka hati.mcm sayer...hahahahha..
even my tunang pown tertipu biler tgok gmbar..dier yg ckp wokeyyy..kurengggg

..ni tyme dinner di uia with ami,,suke benor pakai tudung putih..asek2 tudung putih..bajet lebih ayu ler konon2nyerrrr

our "parachute"

lyric"parachute" by ashley cole...eh..silap cherryl cole

like this lyric co much..
well..i love this kind of relationship..nothing much to reveal but both of them always knew their part..giving and taking is the best policy in a relationship rite?
lalala...

i won't fall out of love
i 'll fall into you...

then,goes the lyric..


I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to push me down
They want to see you fall (down)

Won't tell anybody how you turn my world around
I won't tell anyone how your voice is my favourite sound
Won't tell anybody
Won't tell anybody
They want to see us fall
They want to see us fall (down)

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

Don't believe the things you tell yourself so late night and
You are your own worst enemy
You'll never win the fight
Just hold on to me
I'll hold on to you
It's you and me up against the world
It's you and me

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I won't fall out of,
I won't fall out of love
I'll fall into you

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down

I don't need a parachute
Baby, if I've got you
Baby, if I've got you
I don't need a parachute
You're gonna catch me
You're gonna catch if I fall
Down, down, down


now i search the image for any cute parachute
kononnyer ler..last2 aku tersangkut ngn gambor nih..
lawa kan cherryl cole nih?bodo betul ashley!heeee

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so,dgn seberapa segera,aku telah mencari dan mengeledah sumer folder yang maner ade gambar plg cantek pernah aku posing..haha..so,hasilnyer....jeng jeng jeng


reasons of meletakkan this picture ialah:

• sayer raser gambar sayer mcm ala-ala banner korang la..(cantekitukamu yang kat atas tuh)hahaha..adakah satu kebetulan atau sayer syok sendiri?hahaha..
  
• sayer rase saya mmg cantek kalo posing depan cermin sbb cermin mmgla teman setia pompuan tak kire mase..kalo tak der cermin,maka kiter takkan pueh hati menelek muka smpai bebiler..
• sayer harap judge2 sekalian akan menerima gambar ini sbg pemenang sbb sayer mmg perasan ler sayer dah abis meletoppp dah dlm gambar ini....tak perlu ader org lain lagi dlm gambar sbb yang cantekk itu sayer okeyyyyy (bulan pose pon aku bole berlagak ayam cmnih ek.ampunnnnn)
• ok..sekiannnn
  

I cling to my imperfection as the very essence of my being..

took this saying from one of the bloggers but secretly admitting that it happened to me now..

what to do?u are now not d same person u used to be..
somtimes,felt like u are far away from me..
u got all the life u thirst for but me?afraid of losing u perhaps?
ok..............................................daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


p/s:i wanna try to have iftar at any hotels around terengganu but no one willing to be my partner....
i hate this distant rlationship!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(kan best kalo ganu nih cm kl????????)huhu..rintihan anak watan ganu

my lovey dovey bff....

kami yang super gedix..heeeeee

memories during che pah's engagement
from left..me,emmy,daia.yana mirah n e

entry cubaan untuk menjadi jiwang..ooh la la

let the pictures do the talking... i found out that my blog dun have so many pictures of me and my loved ones..so tonite mebi we can layannnnnnnnnnnnnnz my memories few years back that I'm missing so badly now:(this photo taken secara paksa di mana pengrequestnya adalah sayer..motif???sayer mau jadi sweeeeettttt sumtimes tapi tidak dilayan sgt..dusshhhhhhhh


this one is taken in my hometown..i think it was in pantai kelulut...proudly to say that this is HIM who wrote that names and that was his IDEA..syabas betti..u got a potential to be a romantic person once in a blue moon!huahua...
motif:anggapla HIM rindu sayer di kala angin sepoi2 bahasa..

ramadhan datang lagi

melankolik ramadhan..

ramadhan kareem..happy fasting to all muslim and hope this year we can achieve something that ensure our betterment position in dunia wal akhirat..insyaAllah and ameen.

when talking about how we should celebrate ramadhan, I always remind myself to throw away all the evil feelings in my heart so that I will blame satan for all misleading thoughts and actions that I have done before..(sementelah setan2 sume dah diikat maknanya aku mungkin akan jadi baik atau jahat secara semulajadi)haha

I hope this ramadhan will be the last year that I will celebrate it as a single lady and insyaAllah by the next year, it turns to be "dine for two"session with my other half..MASYAALAH,how time flies so fast nowadays..

so great that ramadhan will offer many other packages along with it..such as the bazaars,mega sales..opsss ..soory(start to clear the throat and saying..I mean the tarawikh,moreh,iftar and sahur..)..all these things never left out in this holy month and that's made ramadhan is really a "something"in our life..isn't it?

as a muslim who never terlepas dr setiap kesilapan,saya ingin sgt agar sayer menjadi lebih baik dr tahun2 sebelumya dan hopefully ramadhan ini akan menjadi satu loncatan saujana untuk memulakan penghijrahan hati ini..insyaAllah..

*and the reason is YOU....

LAGU LAYAN JIWANG ABAD INI...the reason by hoobastank

1,2,3 sore sumbangku mula kedengaran..

"The Reason"

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is You [x3]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you



the reason is YOU lah
yang diriku tertido smpai kul 1,2 pagi tyme blajar dolu2 sbb leka berym dengan kamu
naseb baik ader sorang housemate yg sama2 duk asek main ym dengan boyfren dier..thanks nisyak

the reason is YOU lah
yang diriku ini slalu ajer bagi msg jiwang yang biler bace konfem kawan2 aku akan rase nk muntah dan menganjeng aku sampai kiamat..haha

the reason is YOU lah
before tyme dating or kua makan,aku akan duk kat cermin lamer2 smbil menelek muka yang penuh imperfection nih,lap2 muka yang berminyak smpai hancur tisu tuh dan tak snang duk 2,3 jam sebelum kua dating..betapa hebatnyer penangan kamu..haha


the reason is YOU lah
yang sumer laki kat dunia nih yang nak knal aku dah aku slow2 reject sbb terberkenang sangat dengan kamu..see how stupid I am????????..(mcm lah aku ni ratu universe ek?hahaha)

the reason is YOU lah,
aku mula ader perasaan..terhadap lelaki..bukan bermaksud aku nih lesbian tapi thanks kepada kamu si polan aka YOU lah sbb bagi perasaan membahagiakan ini dr dulu smpai sekarang...
alhamdulilah...