plz listen to me...my heart

salam..

kenapa saya semakin malas menulis?kerana sayer sdg surviving again..last tyme,the journey was only a quarter I think..but now hopefully it ends dengan jayanya..insyaAllah

ok motif menulis adalah..I am surviving and it's............

ok...dah..tak boleh menulis sbb tak bole menulis dahhhhhh..huhu..mebi patut tukar blog ni pada yang lain in future

wanita cantik

Wanita cantik menurut Allah adalah melukis kekuatan melalui masalahnya, tersenyum di saat tertekan, tertawa di saat hati sedang menangis, tabah di saat terhina, mempersona kerana memaafkan, mengasihi tanpa meminta balasan, bertambah kuat dalam doa dan p'harapan Illahi..

*rase sgt dan terlalu jauh untuk menjadi wanita cantik rupanya..

the rainbow...

WHERE ARE YOU WHEN I NEED YOU THE MOST???

tumpang hepiiii

they are all my best buddies n so happy to know their current situation...congrats for u oll
tetapi kenapa airmata nih lelaju ajer turun????rupenya sayer masih tak kuat dan masih menangisi kehilangannya..sayer ingatkan kekuatan dalaman untuk berkata2 all is well utuh tapi rupenya tidak..sayer memang tidak kuat..dan terlalu sensitif kerana suka mengaitkan dengan pelbagai perkara yang remeh temeh..yer...sayer masih bersedihh kerana tidak mampu menjaga semua benda dengan baik..ini ialah kelemahan saya..sayer selalu ingatkan takdir akan selalu menyebelahi sayer ..iaitu dari kecil lantas sayer terlupa untuk berserah padaNYA dalam situasi ini..saya alpa..:(

kadang-kadang

kehidupan ini sangat menakutkan lebih2 lagi masa hadapan.....

good bye 2011..u have been so good to me..thanksss

salam.. this is the last entry for 2011
Alhamdulilah..this year brings me so many memories esp sweet ones..eventhough its like found and lost (?) year but still i am being so grateful.i am contented as a woman and achieved lots of good news in my career..my husband treats me damn well and my pupils did excellent in their exam..who cares others?i mean others person who did badly things on me,who did not deserved my pleasant smile..in fact i hate them!haha

lots of give and take happened throughout this year..among bad news are my appeal or perpindahan is being rejected,i lost my shiny watch which i really loved so much,i gained weight and is trying hard to reduce my food intake n bla bla....BUT they cannot beat the most hardesttohandle which is the fact that i lost my miracle in my womb last two weeks..yes,im having miscarriage while i am entering my third month of wonderful motherhood journey..in an instant,im back to a normal track..withoutababy..
i should stop here because......
ermmm
i continued with good news in 2011 in a new year post..insyaAllah

in the name of love

salam...
dalam masa kebelakangan ini or in these few weeks back, I encountered with lots of "worrying"news regarding my body response to my current situation.i feel bad most of the tyme and could not help myself to think negatively.i just hope there is one...at least one or at least some words tht can keep me assuring myself..

and i am really weak now..not physically but mentally bcoz i am not prepared to this..maybe "blank" is the best word..every day, i'll make sure "mine" is not affected..so i'd change my daily routine starting from now,basically to a healthy and weight-yy ones..

i myself consumed too much pills or tablets nowadays and each of them got their own YAKKK flavour /bau which sometimes made me wanna to vomit right after menelan process..

i avoid my all tyme favourite drink..nescafe and all anak beranak related to caffeine because afraid of its caffeine which can give your body a harm effect

i still can't believe HAVING it because i forced myself to telan tht one..owhhhh...we call it SUSU...but I called it LOYA..

I ate a lot..i mean...A LOT!!!the doc said i was dehydrate and nutrition imbalance which I think is so UNTRUE..but doc is still a doc and they are paid for that advice..cessss...okey,so I consider "menu berat dalam setiap hidangan yang meliputi semua aspek khasiat diperlukan oleh badan"..tq


but i do not regret it all..still a long way to go and I hope for the best:)babai diary