mummy was scared

Dear baby....we are now entering 6 month already..how time flies rite.it means another 3 month n 10 days to go.mummy was scared.afraid of unreadiness n everything tht came in my mind.lots of nitemares everynite n the loneliness tht mummy felt from the bottom of heart..so many things happened but mummy could nit tell anyone.thats why mummy was totally scared.listen darling..when u grow up,always remember..be a good kid..i love u so muchhhhhh.i really hope someday when u read this..ou will come to me n hug me...lots of typo error because mummy keep updating using handphone.one mote thing mummy could not wait to spend on your stuff..everything will be so perfect..insyaALLAh...love u sayang