previously known as my journey called destiny hopefully this blog will be the best place to write everything that I felt from the bottom of my heart...
Sunday, October 7, 2012
Yes...he is.the most wonderful husband n hopefully a father too.mummy should be ashamed if mummy keep denied the fact.you can call me an attention seeker or what but ur dad was really aam superb..sometimes mummy didnt know qhat should i do with my entire life if ur dad was not around..n plz tell ur dad he will be remembered byn e all the tine
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
too little...too tiny
Mummy was so frustrated.mummy do not expect to come this far.its ok if no surprise at all but a very little tiny bit remembrance or at least a saying would do...n mummy will remember this forever....lots of patience along the way but mummy was wrong.there is no place for us to reside there.
Friday, July 20, 2012
our first journey of hunger..hi3
Dear darling...
Tomorrow its the first day of fasting.we are going to have sahur,breaking the fast and terawih prayer.mummy hopes you stay calmly.pity mr and dont do ur regular kickboxing to me...haha.insyaAllah mummy will survive as strong as i did before.mummy promises to be good to you and no more tears.insyaAllah..again sayang...i love u so much n tell your daddy and so he is..
Sunday, July 15, 2012
our love story
Dear my love
I always wanted to be in your eyes...to make u go crazy about me..to have you like others...but now i am accepting the faith..let me tell u something baby...love is not enough..it is just a feeling.bye sayang..i love u.mummy loves u so much. .
Saturday, June 30, 2012
orang tua
Yes....orang tua kiter selalu betul..never ever ignore their advises n thoughts..they are definitely alwez rite n mummy just knew it..
mummy was scared
Dear baby....we are now entering 6 month already..how time flies rite.it means another 3 month n 10 days to go.mummy was scared.afraid of unreadiness n everything tht came in my mind.lots of nitemares everynite n the loneliness tht mummy felt from the bottom of heart..so many things happened but mummy could nit tell anyone.thats why mummy was totally scared.listen darling..when u grow up,always remember..be a good kid..i love u so muchhhhhh.i really hope someday when u read this..ou will come to me n hug me...lots of typo error because mummy keep updating using handphone.one mote thing mummy could not wait to spend on your stuff..everything will be so perfect..insyaALLAh...love u sayang
Thursday, June 28, 2012
mummy loves u
Dear baby...today mummy gives u a chance to listen to mp3 but in a good way..yaasin recitation from one ustaz.surprisingly...u are kicking many times and i glad to do that.hopefully you will be a good n pious kid one day because mummy thinks mummy is not like that.ha2.anyway..since u are inside me..mummmy is no more talking to the wall but now i can talk to someone n all the time!how amazing rite.mummy missed my old days but because of you i cant wait for the future!thanks again sayang...be good yaa..mummy had so much cramp these dsys mebi because mummy was so tired at school but darling..trust me.mummy wont complaint...u are Allah'gift n mummy really appreciate these moments...hi3..muahhhhhhhh
Monday, June 25, 2012
my little one
Oh my baby..u make me wonder everyday.thanks for being inside me.i hope we become a great company soon
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Thursday, March 8, 2012
plz listen to me...my heart
salam..
kenapa saya semakin malas menulis?kerana sayer sdg surviving again..last tyme,the journey was only a quarter I think..but now hopefully it ends dengan jayanya..insyaAllah
ok motif menulis adalah..I am surviving and it's............
ok...dah..tak boleh menulis sbb tak bole menulis dahhhhhh..huhu..mebi patut tukar blog ni pada yang lain in future
Thursday, February 16, 2012
wanita cantik
Wanita cantik menurut Allah adalah melukis kekuatan melalui masalahnya, tersenyum di saat tertekan, tertawa di saat hati sedang menangis, tabah di saat terhina, mempersona kerana memaafkan, mengasihi tanpa meminta balasan, bertambah kuat dalam doa dan p'harapan Illahi..
*rase sgt dan terlalu jauh untuk menjadi wanita cantik rupanya..
Sunday, January 15, 2012
tumpang hepiiii
they are all my best buddies n so happy to know their current situation...congrats for u oll
tetapi kenapa airmata nih lelaju ajer turun????rupenya sayer masih tak kuat dan masih menangisi kehilangannya..sayer ingatkan kekuatan dalaman untuk berkata2 all is well utuh tapi rupenya tidak..sayer memang tidak kuat..dan terlalu sensitif kerana suka mengaitkan dengan pelbagai perkara yang remeh temeh..yer...sayer masih bersedihh kerana tidak mampu menjaga semua benda dengan baik..ini ialah kelemahan saya..sayer selalu ingatkan takdir akan selalu menyebelahi sayer ..iaitu dari kecil lantas sayer terlupa untuk berserah padaNYA dalam situasi ini..saya alpa..:(
tetapi kenapa airmata nih lelaju ajer turun????rupenya sayer masih tak kuat dan masih menangisi kehilangannya..sayer ingatkan kekuatan dalaman untuk berkata2 all is well utuh tapi rupenya tidak..sayer memang tidak kuat..dan terlalu sensitif kerana suka mengaitkan dengan pelbagai perkara yang remeh temeh..yer...sayer masih bersedihh kerana tidak mampu menjaga semua benda dengan baik..ini ialah kelemahan saya..sayer selalu ingatkan takdir akan selalu menyebelahi sayer ..iaitu dari kecil lantas sayer terlupa untuk berserah padaNYA dalam situasi ini..saya alpa..:(
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